What do I want to do with myself? Like, really, truly devote myself to? Saying I'm moving forward is all well and good, but I need a better direction than 'not here'. Help me out people. What am I good at? What can I make into a career? Where should I even start the job search? I'm in serious need of advice.
Good for you, darling friend! I don't want to get all psychological on you, but I think you've never expected to have to make these choices with the health issues you've dealt with "in your youth," as they say. So now the real challenge - deciding what you want to be when you grow up! I'm not the one to ask since I'm now 49 and trying to decide myself. You're on the right track. The hard part is that you're starting this journey in a job environment that is so difficult for people your age.
ReplyDeleteHere is my 2 cents worth (and that may be all it's worth)! One-get involved in what you love, even if it doesn't pay. How long has it been since you were on the stage? Remember your passion and bring some of that back into your life. Two-find a day job to support your passion. Things will start to happen when you get out and get involved. Don't be afraid! You have love and support from so many of us who want the best for you. Spread those wings, my darling, and see where the wind takes you!